Day 331

Good morning!  My name is Lauren and I'm a grateful recovering alcoholic/addict.  I've been thinking a lot about how I used to think.  I used to think that my way was the best way.  Looking back now, all the crazy things I thought should or shouldn't have happened or "Why did I do that?"  I see now.  There are things today still that I question if are paths I should take.  But if I just look to God and let Him take control, my life is less stressful.  In my life I thought that with my drinking and using, no one would ever look at me the same, as if I was tainted.  But now I can see that what I did and went through may be able to help someone else going through what I did.  My goal today is to help others, give back what I have learned and live it everyday.  Not just speak it, live it.  I've said it a million times, and you've heard it too, everything happens for a reason.  Billy Wilder said, "Hindsight is always 20/20." The future, not so much.  So when you think things are falling apart, they may really be falling in to place.  Have a great day!