Day 335

Good afternoon!  My name is Lauren and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  It's nice to really know the friends that I do have, know me.  The good and the bad. It's nice to know that they don't judge me, like some do.  I've come to the point where I am not worried about what people think of me.  I know who I am, who God made me to be. I really have learned who my real friends are.  Who really cares for me as a person, as I do them.  I have also learned not to judge as I did before either.  I was worried about people judging me while I was doing the same thing.  It's hard to live as a hypocrite, saying one thing and doing another.  Looking down a someone for doing one thing, when I was doing the exact same thing.  This has really become a self-seeking opportunity. For me to find myself, who I am, who I want to be.  I want to be the friend someone is proud to have, proud to share life's experiences with.  I want to love, and care for, and be true to. I want to be the best friend I can be.  That's all for today!  Have a great one!