Good morning! My name is Lauren and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict. I really have enjoyed writing since I got sober. It is a different type of writing. Before, I would just write because it made me feel better, sometimes it was just words. Words I wanted to get out my head. I have started writing more in depth of my thoughts. Today I write more about comparing my feeling from the past til now. My whole thought process is different. When I changed my priorities and stopped being so selfish, a lot changed. I am so much happier now. It amazes me how much attitude has affect on my life. When I was negative, my life sucked, or so I thought. I thought every one was out to get me. I felt like I was bad, and no one would ever forgive me. I felt I would never amount to anything. I was just here to get married, have kids, and try to live a normal life like everyone else. I wasn't special, I had no talent. I was just miserable. Once I got sober, and truly understood how blessed I really am, and started be grateful and caring, my life got better. I want to share my love and joy. It takes guts for me to be so open and honest. Sometimes I wonder why I write what I do. Sometimes I think I write too much. But my life is an open book. I have nothing to hide. I am no longer a prisoner of my past, or ashamed of who I am today. that's all for today! Have a great one!
I'm Lauren. Get inside the head of a recovering alcoholic/ addict.