Day 441

Good afternoon! My name is Lauren ane I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  I have always wanted to have a lot of friends, but it took me a while to realize I needed to be a good friend for me to have good friends.  And I was going to have the kind of friends, I was.  If I was a shady friend, that's what I was going to get as well.  I had to be a good, true, honest, genuine, friend, if that't what I wanted to get.  And sure enough I got sober, and became a real friend, and got real friends.  Now I had real friends before too, but when I drinking, I wasn't as good of a friend. Today, I have friends, real friends, friends that are there for me.  Friends that support me through my recovery and help me through my struggles.  Friends I can call anytime I need to talk, even if it is at 2 a.m.  They are there for me to cry on their shoulder, as they are mine.  That's all I got for today. Have a great one!