Day 448

Good afternoon!  My name is Lauren and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  For some, when they think of change, they think it is the end of the world, when in reality it isn't an end, it is just the beginning of a new chapter. It may be different, and scary at first, but it is so worth it.  And sometimes ending something is a good thing...to start something better.  That can go for anything in your life.  A job, school, a relationship.  Nothing is meant to last forever...well, most things aren't, marriage is, but most everything else doesn't. But change is hard for us, well it is for me at least.  I like things consistant, a routine.  But some things in my life needed to change, and if those things wouldn't have changed, it would have been the end.  But since they did, it was only the beginning!  :)  Only then did my life really begin.  Yeah, I had great times before then, but my head was in a fog a lot of the time and some of those memories are foggy like that too.  And that bothers me.  But there isn't anything I can do about it.  So I like to make good memories now.  But don't fret, what you may think is the end, may be only the begining.  That's all I got for today.  Have a great one!