Good afternoon! My name is Lauren, and I'm a grateful, recovering alcholic/addict. Sometimes I would sit and try to figure out why I was the way I was. I would try to understand why I did the things I did. Where exactly in my life I started to make the 'bad' decisions. What was that pivital point in my life that made me start to turn down that road of self-destruction. What could have I done differently. But then I have to stop and take a step back and realize that I can't do anything about it now and just accept it. I will never be able to understand it, I just need to accept it. There are a lot of things in my life that I will never understand, that I just need to accept. It is a very hard realization, but it is very true. Another hard truth is, you are exactly where you need to be in your life right now. Whether it be a good place or a bad place, it will get you to where you need to be, I believe. That's all I have for today! Have a great one!
I'm Lauren. Get inside the head of a recovering alcoholic/ addict.