Day 571 Clean & Sober

Good morning!  My name is Lauren, and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  Sometimes when I think God is telling me 'no', I need to stop and think...God knows what is best for me, maybe He is saying 'not yet', or He has something better in mind.  Lately, I have been doing a lot more praying and a lot less stressing.  Giving God my problems, letting Him take care of them.  There are a lot of people in my life right now stuggling, with cancer, with relapse, with life.  A lot of people hurting.  I never realized that living the life of a recovering alcoholic/addict, I would continue to be around recovering alcoholic/addicts who would be suffering as well.  Seeing people hurt and relapse while my life is going so good, it's weird. I wish I could make people "get it."  Show them how if you work hard the promises come.  It is so worth it.   Me just realizing that God knows best in whatever His answer is, I just need to be patient and do His will.  That's all for today!  Have a great one!