Day 619

Good afternoon!  My name is Lauren, and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  I can make the choice every day to let everything get to me and make me miserable or I can brush it off and know that God has a reason for it, and be happy.  I have that choice.  I just need to get in the habit of making that same, right choice daily. I'm not talking depression or anything.  I, myself have struggled with depression/suicidal thoughts.  Good habits can be just as addictive as bad ones, but can have a lot better rewards.  Bad habits don't have very many rewards.  Some of them have some pretty bad consequences, life-long consequences.  I need to get in the habit of making good choices and being happy instead of miserable.  We are what we do repeatedly.  Should I be doing what I am doing?  Would I be ashamed if certain people saw what I was doing?  These are both questions I ask myself before I do things that before I didn't really care about.  That's all I have for today.  Have a great one!