Day 632 Clean & Sober

Good afternoon!  My name is Lauren, and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  There have been so many times in my life where I was for sure God had it wrong. I KNEW, my plan had to have been better than God's, but sure enough every time once the cards were played I saw He had won.  My boyfriend at the time would break up with me, and it was the end of the world, but now I am married to a amazing guy.  I wouldn't get a certain job, but then a better one would come along shortly after.  I need to quit getting ahead of myself and stop trying to plan every detail of my life.  Yes, I can make some plans, but expect some changes.  God's will be done.  I have learned to pray about things more and let things go more.  Not everything is going to go exactly the way I want it to, and I'm used to it by now.  And I'm sure it's for a reason.  The hardest one to pray for and ask for God's will is people's health, and it's a kind of selfish one.  Do I want them here with me to satisfy MY need for comfort?  or am I really concerned with their pain or comfort?  Well, that's all for today. Have a great one!