 Good afternoon! My name is Lauren, and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict. I saw this quote in the 24 hour reading today and it really hit home. This is exactly how I felt when I was drinking or using. I vividly remember laying in bed by myself thinking about how I was pushing everyone away, but I just wanted someone to hold me. It is such an oxymoron. And you can fill in the blank of alcoholic too, with addict, or probably a few other things. I'm sure a lot of people have felt like this before. It's a terrible feeling. You are pushing all those you love, all those who care so much about you away, but the reality is you just want someone to hold you and tell you everything is going to be ok. I am so glad I don't have to feel like that anymore. That's all I have for today. Have a great one! Happy New Year!!!
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5/16/2019 05:55:57 pm
Hello, Lauren! I appreciate the fact that you were so brave when you shared to us your own story. I believe that you are on the right track and you must not stop. Your family and friends will always be there to back you up with the process, which we definitely know is not easy for you! You can do it! I know that there may be problems that might rise along the process and it will affect you and your thinking. But you should not stop because I believe that God is with you, as well as the people who matter to you the most! Leave a Reply. |
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