Day 718

Good afternoon!  My name is Lauren and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  I forgot to post this yesterday. Yesterday, was the two year anniversay of the car accident that still wasn't a wake up call to my alcoholism.  I still didn't think I had a problem even after I flipped my car on it's side and ran into a house.  I remember waking up an thinking to myself, "Did I drink yet this morning or not?"  I knew I had just bought some and had drank all night but did I drink yet that morning?  Was I still drunk?  All I wanted to do was run.  But I still didin't think I had a problem. Well, I did, but I didn't really want help.  I still wanted to drink.  But about 2 weeks later was when I ended up going to treatment.  And that saved my life.  Sometimes I need to look at this picture and remember where I was and how far I have come.  And remember that God is always in control.  That's all for today.  Have a great day!