Day 816 Clean & Sober

Good morning!  My name is Lauren, and I'm a grateful recovering alcoholic/addict.  Some days when I am struggling with something, all I can do is concentrate on the issue itself, when the reality is I should be I should be giving it to God.  Fear is a strong thing if I let it take control, but I don't have to let it.  And once I realize that it is not in control and God is, I feel better.  The anxiety is gone.  I remember being so anxious and panicy and worrying all the time before when I was drinking, but it was because I was in control ( or at least thougth I was).  I was trying to rule my life, but I obviously wasn't dong a very good job at it, because my life was falling apart.  So I put my life in the hands of God, and continue to on a daily basis, life is easier.  Now, I still get thrown curve balls.  Life is life.  It still has it's ups and downs, but with God in control, it is easier to handle.  That's all I have for today!  Have a great one!  Don't forget to sign up for the drawing for my free book!  I only need 5 more email addresses!  So please sign up today!  
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