Day 890

Good morning!  My name is Lauren and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  It's interesting to think at the way I look at things is different that the way you at things, and they are both differetn than the way things ACTUALLY are. I see myself as a certain way, but you could see me as something totally different.  And a lot of the time I don't look at things accurately.  I look at things negatively, or I try to figure out the way things are supposed to go.  When things actually happen or when I find out who someone actually is, I was totally off.  I now realize I assume too much, and am a lot more negative than I thought I was.  Sometimes, I just need to take a step back and analyze the situation, or maybe not analyze it at all.  Sometimes I look TOO MUCH into it.  Sometimes I look at things I WANT them to be, not the way they actually are too.  I just need to be less critical of myself and others, and be more loving.  And try to look at the big picture, and not myself.  That's all I have for today. Have a great one!