Day 911 Clean & Sober

Good afternoon!  My name is Lauren, and I'm a grateful, recovering alcoholic/addict.  There used to be a few people in my life I didn't think that deserved forgiveness.  He literally tried to kill me, so no he didn't deserve it. But wait. God forgave me, He forgave all of my sins, so yes, I need to forgive everyone.  Even those who I don't think deserve it.  I'm sure there are some pretty scandelous and shadey things I have done, yet God still forgave me.  He wiped them all away.  I am to do the same.  It is hard to to sometimes, and yes sometimes I still remember the things that were done to me, but the other people have been forgiven.  Forgiving yourself for things you have done is also something you need to do.  That was another tough one.  There were things that it was hard for me to forgive myself of when I was drinking and using, but in time I forgave myself.  god will help you be able to do those things. Ask Him for help, that's what He is there for.  That's all i have for today.  Have a great one!